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Remember me?Soulslave'sReason

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Do you remember me?
I’m the one who tried to talk with you every night.
Do you remember?
The one who ask you for favors for others, but even knowing that what I ask for wasn’t for me you never make them come true.
Do you remember me?
The kid that always was in pain and always has been in it since he remembers.
Do you remember me?
The one who knows that I have always been talking with myself. The one that knows that truth, that there is no God or Satan. That the only thing that exist is Good and Bad; and each thing lives inside of us.
Do you remember?
The one that knowing that you don’t exist still talks with you, Because it makes me feel better. Even knowing that you don’t exist, even knowing that there’s nothing you can do about how I feel and what happens in my life, I still talk with you, I still buy the lie.
Now you remember me
Cuz you’re me. I’m my God and my Satan. I have the power to create happiness or pain. Life or death. But I can’t create conscience in human minds.

Human the best and worst creature in Earth. The world belongs to us, and we destroy it. We can’t live without an explanation for everything. We have everything we could ask for, and we don’t appreciate it. You think you’re so smart and so bright, but you still kill, destroy and bring pain, suffering and injustice every single day. We try to be so ahead in technology and intelligence that we forget that the simple way is always the best way, maybe not the more comfortable but the best way. I’m human and don’t deny that I like the way I live and I like sometimes having more than others, but I’ve always think of others first.
And if you say you believe in God and that’s why you try to be good all the time, you’re in your God lie full eyes are more far from heaven than me.

Cuz you know everything you do is to impress. You study to impress with a good grade. You work to impress someone with your job. You take care of yourself to impress someone with your body. You’re a slave of people’s eyes, taste, mind and opinion. You need that feel, the feeling of being accepted. We need the feel to be accepted since the moment we enter though their eyes to their mind, and finally to their souls. We live to be accepted. We live to impress people; to impress souls. Cuz that’s the way believers’ call the energy that makes us move, think and love; SOULS.

We live to be accepted by those souls. We are slaves living for the acceptance of those souls. That’s why we are SOULS^SLAVES. And I am the biggest one.

Live life at the fullest. Don’t live for others, not even for your gods. Do whatever you want to do, but don’t try to escape from consequences. Cuz is you the one who will have to confront the consequences of  your actions at the end, no one else.
This is kind of a rant. I'm really sick and tired of seeing my nickname being use for every stupid reason. I know that maybe some of you did'nt even knew that I made up Souls_slavE and Soul_slavE a long time ago while writting when my parents were fighting in front of me at 15 years old, on what was the end of their marriage. I sat down while hearing them on the background and started writting adn this was what it came out. That's why im so pissed when so stupid motherfucker uses this name to feel good and have an excuse to dress gothic or vamp just to have an excuse for why nobody likes them. "No one likes me cuz of the way i dress and the music I listen to" NO,STUPID MOTHERFUCKER. NO ONE LIKES YOU CUZ YOU HAVE MADE YOURSELF INTO AN OUTSIDER,maybe if you talked a lil more and have other topics to talk about that saying "marilyn manson this..." or "fuck life and i dont like you" maybe you'll have more friends. Life is out there, wanna enjoy it?
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ILFMMFFMCaA's avatar
A very interesting piece. It's sad, but true that we all live to impress. After all, it's about fitting in and not being the odd one out.

But I must admit, I don't understand when you say that you're tired of people using the word 'soul slave' "to feel good and have an excuse to dress gothic or vamp just to have an excuse for why nobody likes them." I've honestly never heard anyone use that word.